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in the face of inevitable failure

by Bertie Koller

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1.
asleep I sleep in a rolling wave of stars tattoo the moon everyday I save a feather gave a waxing wind cartoon a dream I dream in cloud torn skies that wilt without wet lips a kiss to sew a seam of gone goodbyes that blanket bound binds all of this tonight we nest in the old crow black there can be no coming back asleep I sleep at the foot of your feet a bone of song of wood to burn beneath and slow we meet below to river around each bend we turn a dream I dream stone cold surprise tomorrow born a thorn beside in hope we hold a hole to hide where heaven and earth coincide well tonight we nest in the old crow black there can be no coming back from this deep rest at the sandman's behest there can be no coming back there can be no coming back no there can be no coming back
2.
when the stars were almost gone dawn she sang a sad old song when the stars were almost gone dawn she sang a sad old song a song ten thousand lines long when the sun he stretched and rolled his self up dawn she sang we have wept enough when the sun he stretched and rolled his self up dawn she sang we have wept enough dry your eyes and drain your cups dawn she sang we have wept enough when the shadows long began to fade dusk she sang of a deep dark grave when the shadows long began to fade dusk she sang of a deep dark grave a warm embrace and debts all paid a warm embrace and our debts she forgave when the moon silver shone a slice dusk she sang sweetly love's advice when the moon silver shone a slice dusk she sang sweetly love's advice hold her close and don't think twice hold her close was love's advice
3.
wind ripples the standing water stirs the sky reflected there I run my fingers through the drizzling rain for what we hope we do despair trees lean in and succumb to the river roots exposed earth washed away all things born into returning grief swirls in the kindness of decay in the face of inevitable failure we smile and live out our days every breath a blessed gift beauty manifest in her infinite grace sunlight warms stone and soil eases through the roaming clouds I taste the bittersweet bloom of spring take a deep rest in the here and now in the face of inevitable failure we smile and live out our days every breath a blessed gift beauty manifest in her infinite grace wind waves the budding branches blows a goodbye kiss to last year's leaves in death we live in life we die in boundless love rejoice and grieve in the face of inevitable failure we smile and live out our days every breath a blessed gift beauty manifest in her infinite grace
4.
I am you dreaming me feathers of light on an expansive sea the tide turning destiny into what was shall be what was shall be winter winds breathe summer pays no mind fall into darkness of gentle spring in kind gentle spring in kind I am you dreaming me listening to song broken free time's twilight hour decree the blessed have no memory no memory night bears the shadow side day is born to work and play all the evening keys in tune dawn is swept away swept away I am you dreaming me fruit and roots of the world tree all souls in sweetest harmony he is she and they are we he is she and they are we
5.
I was knee deep at the bottom of a bottle touched by madness her delicate hands holding me down holding me up but all things come 'round to their ends we danced naked with the fire's wild light constellations tattoo the sky I am in you and you are in me in there somewhere all things collide I don't know the names of all the flowers that grow here the naming of things has gotten quite absurd for beauty is as nothing can tame her every sound a voice a song to be heard we danced naked with the fire's wild light constellations tattoo the sky I am in you and you are in me in there somewhere all things collide I got strong and healthy digging my own grave found myself rooted deep in the earth when the moon whispered down whispered soft and low asking why we so often settle for the worst we danced naked with the fire's wild light constellations tattoo the sky I am in you and you are in me in there somewhere all things collide we ran like rivers to where rivers converge tasted each other and spilled our banks into the sea with a wallop of mayhem and in this way we gave our thanks we danced naked with the fire's wild light constellations tattoo the sky I am in you and you are in me in there somewhere all things collide
6.
these early morning hours flower into day a blossom of blackest night that fades to shades of gray open fully into the light that pours from sky above with all the heart and wisdom of a river boiling in love these early morning hours where time is stretched and thin hold the possibilities for something new to begin the earth loose with rain the dream still half awake in this quiet before the dawn where we might learn from our mistakes may we learn from our mistakes

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released February 4, 2023

all songs written performed & recorded by bertie koller

recorded live, at home, 30 august 2021

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Bertie Koller Whitefield, Maine

Bertie Koller draws his original songs forth from a place of observation, experience, & imagination. Influenced by the raw, straightforward approach of early American blues & folk music, as well as the gamut of past & contemporary songwriters & musicians, Bertie's songs are lyrical & rhythmic episodes of love, heartache, prophecy, reflection, the sun, moon, rivers, rain & so on. ... more

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